Drugs and Alcohol

I don't drink nor do i have any obsession with alcohol intake. Hell, i don't even smoke. Neither with free sex. Im clean i tell you. My dignity still stands. I was born and raised as a good child. My parents taught me a lot about life. But sadly, i had hard time keeping up with religious needs. Because i wasn't exposed too much to the agama when i was growing up. Mostly belajar time sekolah ja.

My parents boleh dikatakan hidup secara western lifestyle la. My mum drinks,my father drinks, my sister drinks, my brother drinks. i don't. I don't drink. Luckily there were no history of drug abuse in the family. I'm not shy to admit i have a family who drinks. I'm just thankful that i don't. :)

My Soulmate.

Recently i develop a crush on a new girl i met past few days. I'm just gonna keep her identity secret for a while. I met her once. We haven't talked much. We have so many personal interest in common. I was amazed that the fact that her likes and dislikes are similar to mine. The question is, is she the one? It's hard to tell, or maybe im just daydreaming all by myself. But still, like my current status, i do not want to be in a relationship yet. I am who i am right now. The past lives reflects of what i am. Everytime i tell to myself to don't succumb to the temptation. Nevertheless, im single but not available.

Busy as hell

Kinda busy doin courseworks and stuffs. Plus my blog is having problem editing a new post. =.=
Malas sikit nk menunggu.

Natural Born Killer

I enjoy killing. It's fun. Stabbing, ripping someone's guts off, cutting them... trust me...its very satisfying. It relieves u from all of your troubles. And yes, sometimes, i find it hard to accept my unacceptable lifestyle. But what can i say huh? Blood attracts me, the sound of horrific screams makes me go 'wohooo!' More more more! Nevertheless.... its all games. What? u think im crazy enough to go kill ppl in public? gila ka?? hahhahahahha. Damn, i just fooled u again. :P

But still, i enjoy gruesome features, ghost stories, and not forgetting zombies! Hellsyeah, i love killing zombies! From zombie vs plant to Left4Dead. Mmg thumbs up. If , in the future a zombie outbreak had occured, feel free to contact me. Trust me, if u are with me, u will survive, im capable of handling these so called dead walkers. I am prepared :)

Problem Solving? I don't think so.

Its 3am and im writing a post. What? u guys never had trouble with sleep? hahaha. I can't sleep. Something is bothering me, its kinda complicated. U guys wouldn't understand even if i told u all. Its something which involves me with my emotions deep within. And of course im trying to accept the nature's desire along with the path that is set by God. Life is hard, agreed. Well, all i can say is the best way to escape from a problem is to solve it. Figure out what's bugging u and look for an opening to strike against it. But the problem is, im facing stuffs that is unsolvable. It is very very very complex i tell u. Im not giving any hints on what trouble im having with myself. Its kinda private stuff.

Nevertheless,if i do commit this mission there will be some consequences .
result 1: everybody hates me
result 2: only 1 person hates me ( but that person will hate 'the friend')
result 3: no one hates me ( which is unlikely, 5% success rate)

I bet u are starting to think on what im talking about. Hahaha. Good, cause im not gonna tell u! U just wasted your 5minutes reading some crap. But yeah,if u know what it is, then, u are lucky :P

The Person I Love The Most

my head hurts. im feeling down. i feel so lonely right now. i need someone. just someone. someone i really adore. no one else can take your place. no one else can cure my heart. i love u mum..... i love u sooo much.

Another me

Sometimes i like to wander off all by myself. Just walk, without anticipating any possible outcomes throughout my journey. Last week, i went to Jalan Templer, naik bus, KTM and all, sorang2. I don't know about u guys, but it feels good doing it. Im not a loner, i just like to be alone at certain times. Yeah, im complicated, i know. But it is who i am. No one can change it.