I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare.

In all my life, I've faced tons of difficulties,tasks and stuffs...but that doesn't mean i give up easily. On every obstacle, I accept them willingly as challenges. True, i have a shockingly family background history but that don't change a thing. I'm alive yo. So are you. We are moving on slowly and rapidly with our own ways of lifestyle. All we do is accept our own fate. And by saying accept our fates, doesn't mean that it's already there. The fate ofcourse. You need to need to find it. We can choose our fate if we work on it. It's just easy as that.

I'm one of a kind, you can't find another 'me' anywhere because i'm special(blagak siaaaa) but yeah, i'm not afraid to admit that. Search within yourself and you will find the answer the cause. Never give up, never surrender no matter what. Because you wanna know why? because nothing else matters.

I'm Confused

Watch this video for fun..haha

Past 2 weeks have been difficult for me..  I can't make my own mind. Something is for sure making me feel like this, I don't see it as an obstacle, I always accept anything as challenge. Some I won, some I lost. It's the way of life, if I win everything, life would suck eventually. vice versa lah. Nasib diorg balance sudahh..
Is it because of a mere human being? Can 1 person make me become different as i am now? Can SHE change the course of nature? What is wrong with me? Yeah, it's been a while since i've been in love, maybe the cooping years have started their own adventure to the wild. Are they not afraid anymore? Courage? I don't think so, but something is pushing them to the limits.

Let me ask you a question, have you ever felt that someone is the one? That she is the one i'm going to marry one day. I bet all of you have, and some ended in tragic results at the end...but some do succeed. Fuck! what am i talking about? Get your grip ameer! OMG, stop being a pussy. The main question still lies

Am I ready for a commitment? or no?

Shit i hate this...lol
KMN KMN KMN KMN KMN

Blast From The Past!

Dulu waktu aku kecik-kecik, aku suka tengok cerita Kung Fu, Samurai, Wrestling, alah cita lawan2 laa.
Pastu aku akan ke belakang rumah aku ( rumah aku kt sp ada lawn besar, mmg spot leh wat lepak la ).
Then aku amik kayu golf bapak aku, and berangan jadi samurai...dengan gaya dan teknik sendiri, aku adalah seorang samurai. Aku akan pukul daun pokok kelapa dan bayangkan pokok itu adalah musuhku. Macam2 lah gaya dan ragam aku.

Kalau dalam bilik lak, aku akan belasah bantal aku...kesian betul kat bantal aku...kalau dia boleh bercakap mesti dia dah mencarut kat aku. Aku smackdown habis semua, campak2 then tendang tumbuk smpai mak aku marah. Sehinggalah satu hari aku dapat hadiah GameBoy Advance untuk harijadi aku...semua aktiviti2 aku yg lasak telah ku tinggalkan. Teknologi pada masa kini memang mengubah minda dan cara pemikiran masyarakat.

If i have a kid soon, i will not spoil them with gadgets and stuffs. I will let them have their childhood experience an adventure. I will not give them a hand phone until they're in secondary schools...
Because i live my life without any cool sophisticated gadgets. So i think to myself, why not let the kids spend their time using imagination rather than playing computer games. Trust me, it is for the greater good...
Peace you allzz~

No means NO!

Aku paling benci kalau orang paksa aku buat atau ambil sesuatu dengan keengganan aku utk melaksanakan perkara tersebut. Kalau dah aku tak suka, tak payah la nk paksa sgt..chill boleh?
In my life, i've never over-pressured anyone. I understand that they have choices, so do i. So guys, ingat, kalau org itu tak suka sesuatu, jangan paksa dia untuk melakukannya. That's just inhuman and no respect towards the victim. Have tolerance and know that we need to respect people in order for people to respect us.

Hate won't Fade...Tend to the wounds

Sometimes it's hard to forget the people you,yourself shared precious moment. Because the memories itself holds affection to each individual. A memory will never be easily forgotten if u keep on replaying the moment over and over again. You have a whole head a life of you, i mean, while u are still breathing, get up from your bed, go out and seize the opportunity and yet yourself taste freedom. I, also have the ones i cared for and now she is married and im happy for her and her life. Eventhough she doesn't reply any of my text regarding on wishing her happily newly wed,im still happy for her. I do not hold any grudge. What past is the past. What happens now lies in the future. Don't let yourself be condemned by hatred, vengeance. Ignore these feeling with a new ventures and i promise you, all will go well.

Get a friend, talk to them about your problems, and if you're in school or college, seek attention from your teachers/lecturers. Love sucks...well in a way...hahahha, bajet pandai ja aku ni tulis ayat bunga2. Stop saying you cannot live without LOVE. You can LIVE without love, but you cannot LIVE without oxygen .

Remember...PAST is PAST...do not be a fool and end your life for that. focus on FUTURE :))

Aku mandi 3 kali sehari

So what? korang mandi berapa kali sehari? 1? 2? Frankly speaking, i don't care. Suka hati akulah nk mandi 5 kali ka 10 ka..hahaha. Janji aku bau wangi and fresh. Kalau tak cukup 3 kali, aku jadi tak selesa...mcm ada 1 benda tk cukup! arghhhhhhhhh! Dah mandi bila nk bergolek2 atas katil baru best..tido pun syiok.
Tiap kali aku mandi, shampoo mesti pakai, aku basuh muka ngan badan pakai sabun buku Fruitale ja..takyah nk beli Palmolive whatnot semua. Jimat :)

Kebersihan mesti jaga..huhu

Aku tak berkira

Hidup di campus mmg la susah, duit menjadi keutamaan, nak taknak duit makin lama akan habis juga. Mak aku support aku, nk bayar yuran. Aku taknak, aku kerja cuti sem nk tampung diri sendiri. Im 20, i know how to make my own money. No pain, no gain. Kalau kawan nk pinjam duit, aku kasi, kalau member nk aku belanja, aku belanja. Aku tak kisah. Sebab, aku ada duit, dan duit yang aku peroleh itu adalah dari usaha aku diri sendiri. Aku selalu pergi gig. Bila orang tengok, orang kata ' Ish budak tu, menghabiskan duit mak bapak ja'. U know what? Fuck you and your fcking assumptions. You don't even know who i am and you start analyzing me? I use my own money jackass. Never say i wasted my parents money. 1 more thing, bila pergi masjid, rajin2 lah derma kt tabung tu, seringgit pun dah cukup, jgn kedekut sangat.

Sejak kt UiTM, aku usaha gila time blajar, semuanya utk prove kt mak aku yg aku boleh berjaya. Alhamdulillah, aku dapat juga Dean's List. Time belajar kita belajar, time berfoya-foya, kita have fun la. Learn to divide your time and you will gain success. 

Burn Rubber!!

It's been a week since i start jogging non-stop everyday. I can't stop, its addicting. Wanted to stay fit and bulky. Just give me 2 months and i promise you i will show satisfying results. My housemates pula ada complete sets of working machine that will help me build my way up to become a supreme guy like Andy Whitfield - the guy below :3

soon...i will have that sexy body!

Stalker much?

People keep shouting stalkers to the person who viewed their twitter or facebook accounts.
WTF seriously? C'mon guys, think about it for a while. U post stuffs on facebook,such as pictures, interests, likes and statuses. All of them are to be viewed by people yet you demand rights? If you so much think that u are being stalk and whatnot and somehow that inflicts discomfort, then you should deactivate your FB and go do something else. Plus, with these social networks,they have privacy settings which allows you to set the viewers. Hell you can even block a person.. use it wisely la.

Stop calling people stalkers unless they really-really 'stalk' you. Like follow you everywhere you go, sembunyi in the bushes ke hapa...hahaha. Ok that's creepy, and you should make a police report or something :P

And 1 more thing... happy to be back on blogging year 2013!