Sunday Morning :)

I love it when it rains in the morning :)

This is just a cover video 4 fun :P
hope u enjoy :3
hehe

Rock And Metal

When i was a kid, i used to hangout in my sister's room where she will turn on the radio at a maximum volume. And yes, we were still using cassettes at that time. I usually bring my action figures and legos to play in my sister's room while she studies. From there, i was exposed to rock and heavy metal. The 1st band i admire is Metallica. I actually didn't know the name of the band until i was in form 3. Yeah..epic,i know right?  It all began at the tuition class where i sat beside my heavy metal friend, i began exchange music and games via Bluetooth on our devices, and since then, i now know not only Metallica, i was also introduced to Disturbed, Sea of Treachery, Avenged 7x,Iron Maiden, Led Zeppelin, Slayer, Black Sabbath and many more.

Surprisingly, i knew most of their songs.. like i said, i was exposed to metal when i was a small kid but what the hell, i was small and there were no internet in my time of growing. So, getting to know in the past songs was hard. But whenever i hear 90's song, something in my head will click and say ' i know this song...hmmm'

During semester 1 in UiTM, i met a friend, his name is Syahril. 1 day, he took a guitar and played at the balcony in my house. I was playing need 4 speed most wanted at that time and i stopped as he was plucking his way on the guitar. I went to him and asked 'bro, kau main lagu apa ni?' and he answered 'Metallica - Nothing Else Matters'. After that, i suddenly had an interest to play a guitar and wanted become a musician.

Now, its been 3 years since i started playing guitar and guessed what? i'm good at it, well not professional good but yeah...you know wat i mean right? hahahaha. Thanks to the person who taught me how to play guitar <3. You guys really changed my life. Now, i am officially a musician :)

Credits goes to Nadia Nasa (my sister), Syahril Jamm, Akmal Faris and Abdul Jabbar. Rock on bitches! \m/ 

My Hero

Are u guys familiar with the song titled My Hero sang by the Foo Fighters? It's an amazing song. It reminded me of my dad because he was my HERO once.. He raised me to be a good kid, gave me money, education and priceless knowledge in the process of me growing up. Whenever i listen to this song, it gave me spirit and hope. So that 1 day, i will become a person like my dad. He 'was' my hero....

But everything changed when my father divorced my mum. Well, of course  there is a side story, people don't do that for fun, but you don't need to know that. It was okay after they were divorced until my father married another woman and that woman was a bitch to me,my mum and my family. So i moved out and live with my mum in KL. Just like that, i left everything behind. My dad, my friends, even my ex-girlfriend ( which at that time was still my GF but you know, long distance relationship sucks). I changed my phone number because i know, if i use the same phone number, my father will try to call me.

I was a mess. But somehow i overcome my feelings and move on with life. What i don't understand is why my father chose a fucking woman over his own child. His own blood. I am his biological child and i've been with him for 17 years. Until one day he threw that all away and chose a bitch. I don't blame my father. I still love him though. I couldn't call him my Hero anymore after what happened.

I am thankful for the difficult people in my life. They have shown me exactly who I don't want to be.
But everytime i listen to Foo Fighters-My Hero, it kept reminded me of my dad.... I hope the  best for you dad. Hope you find what you want. Love, your son.

Enjoy :)

Too alarming now, to talk about

Take your pictures down, and shake it out

Truth or consequence, say it aloud

Use that evidence, race it around

There goes my hero

Watch him as he goes

There goes my hero

He's ordinary

Don't the best of them bleed it out

While the rest of them peter out

Truth or consequence say it aloud

Use that evidence race it around

There goes my hero

Watch him as he goes

There goes my hero

He's ordinary

Kudos my hero

Leaving all the best

You got my hero

One that's on

There goes my hero

Watch him as he goes

There goes my hero

He's ordinary

There goes my hero

Watch him as he goes

There goes my hero

He's ordinary

I'm Independent..

Yesterday, a close friend of mine contacted me. Its been 4 years since we've been friends. We are more like BFF * Best Friends Forever*, just incase you are wondering what's BFF means. :P
Her name is Ernani Zulika bt Zainal. I call her Ika. She's from Kedah, like me, but we've never met before,even once. That's the funny case. We were so close that her boyfriend really thinks that i'm flirting with her, but seriously, we are just friends. Hahahaha...
But enough about that, i was chatting with her last night and she asked me something, u can read it for yourself :3  

The funny part is when she asked 'muka mcm nie takda gf x bole la' kahkahkahkah....
Boleh tahan jugak aku ni kan?
Aisey, mmg betul la ckp mak aku, aku ni kuat perasan...dari kecik lagi. lol...
But whatever,u can judge by all means, i don't really care.

Tapi bukan ika sorang ja penah tnya mcm ni,seblom ni ada jugak lah yang tanya. Senang ja aku jwb kt diorg, all i said is

" I am independent, I don't need girls to fullfill things"
That is the exact word a girl said once to me when i asked her why didn't she has a boyfriend. And then i terus amik ayat semangat tu and jadi kan my own words lah :3
Nevertheless, you don't really need to try hard to find love. Love will find you when the time comes.. Just be patient. Just like JT said ' What goes around, comes around'