If money grows on trees

Being me is hard. To tell u the truth, i've experience a lot of disturbance in my past days. To summarize it, my  parents are divorced, my siblings hate each other and me? I work for a living, to support my own financial status to carry on my studies. Not to say that im not grateful of who i am. I am very thankful to my parents who brought me into this world. Without them, who am i? No ONE. My mum still support me to this very day. But, i do feel bad to accept money from her after all that happens and she is a single mother now. I usually take the independent road . To look after myself, work hard to get some money to buy food and stuffs. But sometimes a.... susah jugak kalau tak cukup duit kt kolej. Rasa berat yg teramat nak minta duit from my mum. But she will always give, she said to me that bringing me into this world is her responsibility and as a parent, she will keep on supporting her son till the end. I broke down in tears when she said that. I know i sound like a sissy. A guy cried. Tah pape... but yeah, i did cried. My father stopped sending me money when he remarried with another woman (a bitch). Fucking Bitch. I'll tell you later about this bitch. Don't wanna get off topic. hahaha. I lost connection with my brother, no news from him, and i think its been like a year kot since we've met and talk. My sisters on the other hand, are still maintaining a good relationship. Kadang2, my sisters bagi jugak la some pocket money to me. ( which is very hard to refuse because they will insist me to take it, and sometime forces me. lol ) I susah sgt nak mintak duit kat orang. When i have a debt, i will pay a.s.a.p. Tak suka hutang2 ni. buat pening pala ja...
But now, my financial status sedang ok. Maybe because its the first 2 weeks being in campus. God knows what will happen next month. I hope i don't jolly too much and have to sell my underwear to get some money :3

Hopefully ten years from now, with a sophisticated technology, people can actually GROW money on trees. lol. What a dream.....